Retrolicious ♥

hello .
gonna blog about yesterday first . yesterday wanted go out wif her de . Morning she called mi wake up . i was like feel wif joy . den we chat awhile . she told mi she wan go wash up den ltr she will call mi back . put down de phone liao . den i wait for her call lor . cos mostly wash up will be quite fast . But while waiting i fallen back to slp . den woke up 12plus . i msg her and ask her . "wad she doing can call mi ma ? " she said , " she doing project , ltr den call mi " . den i waited again lor . den fall aslp again . Lol . den 1hour ltr i woke up again i msg her again . " where u now , eaten her lunch , wan meet mi already ? " she replied " i at aunty's house eating lunch , going back home ltr . see how first lor " . den i abit shagg liao . cos of de see how ? -__- den i go play dota 1 round . just nice finish 1 game she called mi . i jitao ask her . wan come out anot ? she told mi tat she is tired she wan slp . waaa , i more shagg now lor . den i say go slp la go la . den she went to slp lor . i go play dota for 2 more rounds . den 4plus joweh called mi ask where is she cos joweh wan conference . den i said she is slping . den joweh called her lor . den i dunno she got slp anot la . cos joweh say she dun sound like she is just wake up tat kind . den okay we conference . den after sometimes we talked . we go play audition together . den seriously lor , we nvr meet yesterday lor . whole day just like tat lor . den at nite , she told mi she at her brother-in-law 's house . den she still can use house number call mi hor ? she still can say she chat wif her mom at nite wors . O: this i dunno wad to say la hor . -.-

Today , went for breakfast in de morning . den go church lor . At church was so high and fun lor . den after tat went for CIC class for bible study . den after bible study went to fellowship wif cellgroup members slack at church near by de coffeeshop lor . den after tat went to jurong point slack slack lor . i was like so tired liao . den took train home . while in train . Jarett come speak to mi and say , " weikiat u have changed " i was like shock sia . i didn't even notice i changed lor . till Jarett told mi tat , den i realise i now adays also quite sad . not like last time i was so cheerful smiling all de way de . entertain ppl de . now le , i always go alone . wait ppl come talk to mi de . seriously i'm sad la . But why am i sad ? i dunno ? Cos of her ? i dunno she treat mi as wad sia ? i nvr think of tat either . she toy-ing mi or wad ? i also dunno ? see i have so many question mark at my head now . WAD AM I GONNA DO ? EMO ? nvm i end my blogging here ba . BYE !


Just feel so EMO right now .
Heart are COLD , Feel like CRYing .