Retrolicious ♥

This is a story about a girl who fell inlove withherbest friend..Jin and I are bestfrens.. We do anything thatbestfrens do... One day, i realised that i lovehim...Soi decided to confess this feeling to him one nightwhere we camped with other friends... He saidyes, he would be my boyfriend..So we went on like other couple's life does.Watchmovie, walk in the park, eat together, go tobeach....but life's not fun as when we were stillbestfrens....He also does not talk much, or act like we arebestfriend, being close and sharing everything...
Forme, he is not a suitable or a loving boyfriend ...butikept quiet ..But since the day he became my boyfriend, hewouldgive me a small teddy bear every single day... Atfirsti thought it was lovely, but till now, i wonder whyhewould give me this...One day, i was walking alone at a park. Then isawJin talking to another girl. I walked towards himand ioverheard him saying "i love u' to the girl. I wasreallyangry and i ran home because Jin never told mehe love me all the time we had been a coupleThen, at midnight that day, he came over to myhouseand i opened the door. He just passed me theteddybear that he used to give me everyday and said" Sorry because i did not give you this today."I was really angry and i shouted at him,"Why are you always giving me this crap? All iwantto hear from you is... "I love you" that's it,isit toohard???"Jin kept quiet. He took my hand and placed theteddybear on my palm and left.. I threw the teddy bearintomy cupboard.The next day, Jin asked me out. We meet atbusstopnear my house.. I walked there and then he justgaveme a big teddy bear. My anger was still in highposition, and i threw the teddy to the middle oftheroad. He kept quiet and then he went to themiddleof the road and picked the teddy up. He did notrealisea truck was coming towards him. I shouted at himnotto pick it up and he was about look at me,and...........................*Bang*."JIN!!!!!!" I shouted...the next minute he was lying on the road, coveredwithblood. He was sent to the hospital but it was toolate...i had lost him...forever....
After attending his funeral, i went back home andihugged all the teddy bear he had given me sincetheday we became a couple... i counted the teddybearsone by one...1...2....3...101...230....300..364...and the lastteddybear that he gave, which was covered with hisblood,was the 365th... it had been a year since webecamecouple... i squeezed the teddy bear with my tearsflowing ....suddenly...*I love you~**I love you~**I love you~*I was shocked.. i looked at the teddies... and itookone of it, and tried pressing his tummy..*I love you~**I love you~*I tried each and every teddy bear he had givenme...*I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~*......................And the biggest and the last teddy bear Jin gaveme, Isqueezed his big tummy...*felicia, today is our very first anniversary beingacouple after a year... i'll always love you,yesterday,today, and forever........ I love you....*
I dropped the teddy bear........I never realised that Jin had actually told methosewords.. every single day.... till today...I slowly picked the teddy and i whispered to theteddy's ear.."i love you too, Jin..and i always did........"

After i read this , OMG damn touching lor . haha . jealous sia ><